

Conscious Will
Will becomes conscious through Authentic Adulthood Initiatory Processes.
Uninitiated Will is Gremlin.
By eliminating Authentic Adulthood Initiatory Processes from modern culture, we have unleashed a global Gremlin population armed with nuclear weapons and vying for control in hierarchical power structures where psychopaths have the ladder-climbing advantage.
We have made a Gremlin world...
What are you prepared to do about it?
Yes. Or no.
Now. Later. Never.
Make an offer. Remain still.
You. Me. Us. Them. No one. Everyone.
This. That. Or the other thing. Or Nothing.
No one ever told you that you have this much power.
Using your Will consciously changes the playing field for your life.
Conscious Will is not about causing actions, but rather,
about constraining action systems to produce specific outcomes.
Context about Conscious Will
How do you sense your Conscious Will?
How Initiated is it?
What are the symptoms of not taking responsibility for your Conscious Will?
What can you do with your Conscious Will?
Conscious Will in the Context of Emotional Healing Process
One of the purposes of Emotional Healing Processes (EHP) is to provide a context into which the Client
can become more empowered, healthy, brave, loving and creating.
EHPs are a pathway to liberate your Conscious Will from under the layers of
Survival, 'pressure', depression, isolation and collapse that are piled on during childhood
for the express purpose of disempowering Conscious Will.
Notes From Practitioners
Notes from Jo Newton
Anger is an aspect of Will.
- Unconscious anger leads to Low Drama, and directly down hill into the swamp. There, I am stuck so I beat myself up because again I am stuck. This quickly turns into Gremlin self-canabalism in which I have no compassion for myself, and therefore also for anybody else. My compassion leaves or is not accessible. Forcing yourself to change is a type of will - willing change rather than allowing it to come through via compassion. Integrity can be will against self which serve the box - no evolution is possible.
Self canababilism > lack of self compassion. In gaps that are created Will is a possibility to be compassionate be with yourself and not get stuck. I notice when doing gremlin training it is easy to get stuck in this point. Possibility - to run compassion exercises alongside gremlin transformation to reduce self canabalism.
- Conscious anger > High Drama > Conscious Will > opens realms of creation
- Compassion for self (and others) opens up new possibilities.
Experiments/Practices needed to strengthen Will.
Experiment One: Notice something and describe it in your own words. Do this with multiple items for 30 minutes at a time (perhaps on a walk). If you notice youself doing something else, return to the exercise with no judgement. Notice what happens during this time. Do this experiment regularly (suggest every day for one week) and notice the results/changes that occur. What happens to your attention? What happens to your will? What happens to other parts of yourself?
Attention
Pay attention to your attention.
Will is part of Inner Structure, Navigating Force, Choosing
Will exists in different layers:
- survival (food, shelter, clothing)
- modern culture (striving/forcing/pleasing)
- free and natural adult
- there are others also.
Conscious Will is a creating force, a way to break through.
Personal Integrity - viewpoint: operating or moving towards 'source' beingness. Personal Integrity is utilisiing super powers like admitting, admitting that you are hooked/reactive, admitting secrets and revealing hidden agendas and not allowing these to remain hidden. Sharing these things creates spaciousness, where the will can enter and evolution happens.
Notes from Sophia Wegele
The last days I practiced with my will. Here are some experience snippets:
* The Ice-cream. My Gremlin immediately loved the idea. What would I possibly need my will for if its about eating something sweet?, she thought. I picked one scoop of the worste possible kind of ice cream: woodruff. About a third through my box screamed: "stop this, you don't have to do this! This taste disgusting and is most likely not good for your body." I ate it all.
There is a difference between forcing myself to eat the ice cream or to do something and using my will. Forcing myself is motivated by emotional fear which results in pressure. "I have to do this now, I said I would do it, I am scared to not be a good student if I neglect the task ahead."
My will comes from my energetic body and its about being present with my choice and the possibility to choose something else.
* This morning I used my will to get back the driver seat from my Gremlin who wanted to stay in bed and change the in person EHP into an online one so that I can sleep a little more.
What I noticed is that in applying my will there is no pressure. Because I maintained my power of choice which means I could at any moment have gone back to bed. It also meant at any moment I could keep going with brushing my teeth, getting dressed and getting the train.
I am now in the train on the way to hold space for a woman.
Experiment With Your Conscious Will
PUT YOUR ATTENTION ON THE SOURCE OF YOUR CONSCIOUS WILL
Matrix Code CONSWILL.01
In your Possibility Team, sit together in silence for 13 minutes using your best effort to discover the source of your Conscious Will.
Then report. Put your heads together with a flip chart paper and diagram what you discovered.
How long can you keep your Attention on the source of your Conscious Will?
1 minute? 15 seconds? 2 seconds? Never?
What is in your way? Energetic Blocks? Unconscious Fears? What distracts you?
Create a specific Practice for each person so that during the week they can build their Conscious Will muscles. Make sure they write their Practice down in their Beep! Book to refer to when their Box and Gremlin causes them to forget.
For the next 7 days, practice your Practice and figure out 3 new things you can do with your Conscious Will that you did not know about before. Document these in your Beep! Book. Share them at your next Possibility Team.
After practicing for 7 days, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.01 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please write your favorite new thing to do with your Conscious Will. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
USE YOUR CONSCIOUS WILL TO MAKE A CONSCIOUS DECLARATION
Matrix Code CONSWILL.02
At your Possibility Team, review the Declaring website. Declaring is one of your 3 Powers as a Human Being.
Sit in groups of 3 with a Possibilitator facing a Client, and a Coach sitting to the side of the Possibiitator.
The Client's job is to name a person, place, or thing for the Possibilitator to Declare about. Human Beings usually carry around the burden of many undeclared platforms and frameworks due to being disconnected from our Conscious Will. This is an Experiment for the Possibilitator connect to their Conscious Will and make the Declarations.
The Possibilitator's job is to accept the offer made by the Client, even if the Client chooses the Possibilitator themselves, over and over again, or the Possibilitator's mother or partner, or the Possibilitator's physical body, or the Possibilitator's work! Then the Possibilitator first Declares over-the-top positive qualities about that person, place, or thing for 2 minutes, then Declares under-the-Swamp negative qualities about that person, place, or thing for 2 minutes.
Then the Client chooses the same (or different) person, place, or thing for the Possibilitator to Declare positives and negatives about.
The Coach coaches for Bullshit. The Declarations of the Possibilitator should be believable and convincing.
After 15 minutes, rotate roles and proceed, until everyone has gotten to be in all 3 positions.
Then reorganize Teams and practice using your Conscious Will for Declaring again.
For the next 7 days, 3 times each day, use your Conscious Will to Consciously Declare something unexpected, either to another individual, or to a group or Team. This should be a Declaration about you, what you perceive is going on, what you realize now, what you are changing, for example, what you are Changing Your Mind about. Write what you Declared down in your Beep! Book and use this to write and publish a short Article titled something like: 'Using Conscious Will To Declare Changes'.
After publishing your Article, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.02 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please enter the link to your Article. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
USE YOUR CONSCIOUS WILL TO MAKE A CONSCIOUS CHOICE
Matrix Code CONSWILL.03
At your Possibility Team, review the Choosing website. Choosing is one of your 3 Powers as a Human Being.
Sit in groups of 3 with a Possibilitator facing a Client, and a Coach sitting to the side of the Possibiitator.
The Client's job is to name a person, place, or circumstance for the Possibilitator to Choose about. Human Beings usually carry around the burden of many unchosen options due to being disconnected from our Conscious Will. This is an Experiment to connect to your Conscious Will and make the choices.
The Possibilitator's job is to accept the offer made by the Client, even if the Client chooses the Possibilitator's finances, or hobbies, over and over again, or the Possibilitator's mother or partner, or the Possibilitator's physical body, or the Possibilitator's work! Then the Possibilitator Chooses to over-the-top amplify and thoroughly Choose the option, or Chooses to terminate, end, depart, quit and vanish the option, in either case with a full discosure of imagined payoffs, benefits, reasons, and future scenarios.
Then the Client names the same, or a different circumstance for the Possibilitator to use their Conscious Will to Choose about.
The Coach coaches for Bullshit from the Possibilitator. The Choices of the Possibilitator should be believable and convincing.
After 15 minutes, rotate roles and proceed, until everyone has gotten to be in all 3 positions.
Then reorganize Teams and practice using your Conscious Will to Choose again.
For the next 7 days, 3 times each day, use your Conscious Will to Consciously Choose something unexpected, and tell your Choice either to another individual, or to a group or Team. This should be a Choice that you Choose even if the Choice is not offered on the menu of options to Choose from. It could also be a Choice about what you are changing, for example, what you are Changing Your Mind about. Write what you Choose down in your Beep! Book and use this to write and publish a short Article titled something like: 'Using Conscious Will To Choose Nonlinear Options'.
After publishing your Article, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.03 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please enter the link to your Article. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
USE YOUR CONSCIOUS WILL TO ASK A CONSCIOUS QUESTION
Matrix Code CONSWILL.04
At your Possibility Team, review the Asking website. Asking is one of your 3 Powers as a Human Being.
Sit in groups of 3 with a Possibilitator facing a Client, and a Coach sitting to the side of the Possibiitator.
The Client's job is to name a person or circumstance for the Possibilitator to Ask about. the Client then stands up, turns around 360 degrees, and sits down shifting into the identitly of the person they named for the Possibilitator to speak to.
Human Beings usually carry around the burden of many unasked but contextually important questions due to being disconnected from our Conscious Will. This is an Experiment to connect to your Conscious Will and Ask those questions.
The Possibilitator's job is to accept the offer made by the Client, even if the Client chooses the Possibilitator themselves, over and over again, or the Possibilitator's colleague or partner, or the Possibilitator's father, or the Possibilitator's pet! Then to Ask nonlinear Possibility questions, including a full discosure of imagined payoffs, benefits, reasons, and future scenarios if their questions are answered.
Then the Client stands up and spins around 360 degrees to exit the identification with that person.
Then the Client names the same, or a different person for the Possibilitator to again use their Conscious Will to Ask questions with answers that do not exist in the current Space.
The Coach coaches for Bullshit from the Possibilitator. The Quest-Ions of the Possibilitator should be believable and convincing.
After 15 minutes, rotate roles and proceed, until everyone has gotten to be in all 3 positions.
Then reorganize Teams and practice using your Conscious Will for Asking again.
For the next 7 days, 3 times each day, use your Conscious Will for Consciously Asking something unexpected of another individual, or of a group or Team. This should be a Question that you Ask even if the answers are not present in the current Context of the Space. You could also be Asking about what is not changing, and why people are not changing that. Write what you Ask down in your Beep! Book and use your questions and the answers you receive (either from people or from the Universe) to write and publish a short Article titled something like: 'The Magic Of Asking Nonlinear Questions '.
After publishing your Article, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.04 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please enter the link to your Article. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
USE YOUR CONSCIOUS WILL TO EXPERIENTIALLY DEMAND ONGOING DISTINCTION BETWEEN FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS
Matrix Code CONSWILL.05
At your Possibility Team, review the Conscous Feelings and Feelings Form websites.
Conscious Feelings is the Infinite Energy and Information Resource of Human Adulthood.
The thing about Conscious Feelings is not about 'consciously willing' what you feel. It is about using your Conscious Will to avoid being abducted by the intensity of your emotional Reactivity to fully retain your capacity to discern whether you are experiencing a Feeling, or an Emotion.
Without this ongoing, present time, experiential distinction, your Inner Navigating and, therefore, your intimate communications for Archan Relating will be lost.
Sit in groups of 3 with a Possibilitator facing a Client, and a Coach sitting to the side of the Possibiitator.
The Client's job is to name a person or circumstance for the Possibilitator to communicate and interact with using their Conscious Feelings.
If the Possibilitator is already in Phase 2 of Feelings Work (meaning, they can already Consciously Feel... for real...) then use Conscious Will to clearly and authentically implement the 5 step Feelings Form.
The Client then stands up, turns around 360 degrees, and sits down shifting into the identitly of the person they named for the Possibilitator to Consciously Feel with.
Human Beings usually carry around the burden of many unfelt but important Feelings and Emotions due to being disconnected from our Conscious Will to Consciously Feel. This is an Experiment to connect to your Conscious Will to feel and communicate what you Consciously Feel and put your emotional Being to work.
The Possibilitator's job is to accept the offer made by the Client, even if the Client chooses the Possibilitator's colleague or partner, or the Possibilitator's father, or the Possibilitator's pet! Then to use their Conscious Will to Consciously Feel and communicate their Feelings and Emotions, including a full discosure of imagined payoffs, benefits, reasons, and future scenarios if their Feelings are heard and their Emotions are used for EHPs.
Then the Client stands up and spins around 360 degrees to exit the identification with that person.
Then the Client names the same, or a different person for the Possibilitator to again use their Conscious Will to Consciously Feel and communicate or apply their Feelings and Emotions.
The Coach coaches for Bullshit from the Possibilitator. The Feelings andd Emotions of the Possibilitator should be authentic.
After 15 minutes, rotate roles and proceed, until everyone has gotten to be in all 3 positions.
Then reorganize Teams and practice using your Conscious Will for Consciously Feeling again.
For the next 7 days, 3 times each day, use your Conscious Will to Consciously Feel and Consciously use your Feelings and Emotions while interacting with another individual or group. These should be Feelings that you Consciously Feel and share even if they do not relate to what is happening for the other people. Do not give your Center away to be Adaptive. This practice is for you to use your Conscious Will to Consciously Feel and stay communicating and relating - and thinking - while you Consciously Feel.
You might also be Consciously Feeling about what does not exist, or what is not changing.
Write what you Consciously Feel down in your Beep! Book and use your sensations and the revelations to write and publish a short Article titled something like: 'Coming Consciously Alive Through Conscious Feelings'.
After publishing your Article, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.05 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please enter the link to your Article. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
USE YOUR CONSCOIUS WILL TO FOLLOW THROUGH AND COMPLETE A COMMITMENT
Matrix Code CONSWILL.06
At your Possibility Team, review the Commitment, Integrity, and Your Word websites.
Commitment is misleading in that Commitment is not achieved through force of Conscious Will. A Commitment manifests through a Shift of Identity Liquid State. The Commitment comes to fruition through your Being changing shape. When the Commitment changes who you are, the Universe interacts with you differently and conforms circumstances and resources to your Commitment.
Conscious Will comes into play when you use Conscious Will to keep yourself in the Liquid State long enough that the shape of your Being changes, instead of using the old Thoughtare and habits of your Box to escape from the Liquid State and return to ordinary.
Sit in groups of 3 with a Possibilitator facing a Client, and a Coach sitting to the side of the Possibiitator.
The Client's job is to stay in First Position and in contact with the Possibilitator and Authentically ask, "Please tell me about your Commitments. What are you Committed to?"
The Possibilitator's job is to Authentically respond to the Client's request.
The Coach checks for Bullshit from the Possibilitator.
The Client puts the Poop On The Table to reveal what is going on for the Possibilitator:
- It could be that the Possibilitator has no conscious Commitments, following the breeze like a Zombie.
- It could be that the Possibilitator avoids making Commitments as if they were the end of 'freedom', and they do not want to be imprisoned.
- It could be that the Possibilitator doesn't want to fail anyone's expectations and disappoint them, so they make no Commitments.
- It could be that the Possibilitator makes false Commitments so that their Gremlin can arrange to betray others.
- It could be that the Possibilitator only has unconscious Commitments to support their Box's mechanical Survival Strategy.
- It could be that the Possibilitator thinks they might have a few Commitments, but keeps them weak so as not to stand out like an Asshole, so the Commitments are not supported by Conscious Will.
The Client's job is to bring the Possibilitator into Radical Reality about Commitment, that is, to bring the Possibilitator to Hit Bottom with regards to their Commitment world.
After 15 minutes, rotate roles and proceed, until everyone has gotten to be in all 3 positions.
Then reorganize Teams and practice using your Conscious Will to bring the Possibilitator's Commitment awareness to life.
For the next 7 days, 3 times each day, use your Conscious Will to Consciously Commit to small things, either to yourself, or to someone else. By the word 'small' we mean that the completion of your Commitment can be easily measured, and that it comes to completion in a short timespan.
For example, return to the top of this website and examing the photo of the hand outstretched with the palm facing upwards. This photo was taken while a person was keeping a Commitment, specifically, a Commitment to hold their arm outstretched with the palm facing upwards for 30 seconds. They completed their Commitment and this photo could be taken.
You could make a similar Commitment to the Universe even while you are walking down the street.
If somone asks, "What you are doing?" you can say, "I am practicing making and being in Integrity with a Commitment to the Universe. It is Experiment #6 on the https://consciouswill.mystrikingly.com website, part of the StartOver.xyz game."
If someone puts money in your hand, you can say, "Thank you."
Make and keep your 3 Commitments each day no matter what.
Write down each Commitment in your Beep! Book and what you learned by keeping that Commitment. By the second or third day, you can venture to the Edge doing slightly more daring Commitment Edgework Experiments with yourself. This makes you an Edgeworker.
Use your sensations and the revelations to write and publish a short Article titled something like: '5 Surprises I Learned Doing Edgework Experiments With Commitment'.
After publishing your Article, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.06 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please enter the link to your Article. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
USE YOUR CONSCIOUS WILL TO FEED YOUR BEING IN A ONE DAY BRIDGEHOUSE OF PRACTICE
Matrix Code CONSWILL.07
The term 'practice' means 'to behave in ways that are orthogonal to the current Context'.
The term 'orthogonal' means 'at right-angles to', or, 'out of phase with'.
If there is no effort of Conscious Will in the behavior, it is no longer Practice. Your behavior has become Unconscious Competence (on the Map of the Learning Spiral).
If you only behave in ways that conform to the current Context then you behave like a Zombie.
But, trying to 'effort' or force yourself to perform a behavior - or to not perform a behavior - by force of Will is self-manipulation, a kind of Self Abuse. It is not Practice.
This Experiment is to arrange a day of Practice with your Possibility Team. It can be indoors, or outdoors, or both. It can be in private, or in public, or both. The point is to discover how much it can feed your Being with High Level Fun to Practice together.
With your Possibility Team, review the Possibilitator, Bridgehouse, and A Life Of Practice websites.
Sit in a whole group with a Spaceholder and a Documenter and a Time Keeper, and for 15 minutes, write down ideas for ways you would love to Practice together.
One team did this and they began offering Your Menu in the center of their town in groups of two with an empty chair for any Client to come and sit in. The Client reads the menu of offerings and can order a free:
- 5 Body Scan
- 4 Feelings Check-In
- Ask For Possibilities
- Listening Space
- Unblocking Your Joy
- Recover Your Authenticity
- Appreciation of Your Being
- Wild Card ***
You could also practic healing Technopenuriaphobia.
Or hiking up a hill as a Toroborus.
Or making up Practices for each other in the instant you Notice a lack of Attention or Spaceholding, of if Unconscious Gremlin creeps in.
You could do a day of walking Self Observation together, or a day of Splitting Your Attention.
Live in a one day Bridgehouse... without a house... It is an Amazing Space!
For the next 7 days, one to three times each day, use your Conscious Will to Consciously Practice something. Make it the same practice at the same time each day for the same length of time.
For example, you could sit facing north with your eyes closed for 13 minutes each day at 13:13 in the afternoon no matter what. The undefendable deliberateness of the behavior turns it into a Matrix Building Practice of Conscious Will.
Use your sensations and the revelations of your Practice(s) to write and publish a short Article titled something like: 'A One Day Bridgehouse In The Streets Of Wichita', or '13 Minutes Of Revelation At 13:13', or, 'What Your Mama Never Told You And Your Papa Never Knew, something that freaks your Box out to put your name on because you might be required to explain what it means to someone one day.
After publishing your Article, please record Matrix Code CONSWILL.07 in your free account at StartOver.xyz. In the PROOF field, please enter the link to your Article. This Experiment is worth 7 Matrix Points.
NOTE: This website is a Bubble in the Bubble Map of the free-to-play, massively-multiplayer, online-and-offline, thoughtware-upgrade, matrix-building, personal-transformation, adventure-game called StartOver.xyz. It is a doorway to experiments that upgrade your thoughtware so you can relocate your point of origin and create more possibility. Your knowledge is what you think about. Your thoughtware is what you use to think with. When you change your thoughtware, you go through a liquid state as your mind reorganizes itself. Liquid States can bring up transformational feelings and emotions. By upgrading your thoughtware you build matrix to hold more consciousness and leave behind a low drama life of reactivity. No one can upgrade your thoughtware for you. More interestingly, no one can stop you from upgrading your own thoughtware. Our theory is that when we collectively build 1,000,000 new Matrix Points we will change the morphogenetic field of the human race for the better. Please choose responsibly to read this website. Reading this whole website is worth 1 Matrix Point. Doing any of the experiments earns you additional Matrix Points. Please use Matrix Code CONSWILL.00 to log your Matrix Point for reading this website on StartOver.xyz. Thank you for playing full out!
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