This illustration is not a pretty picture.

Nonetheless, something like this could have happened to you (man or woman)... in this life, or in a 'past life'.

If it did,

and you decided never to do again whatever it was that resulted in you ending up like this,

even if you do not at first remember ANY of this,

that old decision could still be influencing your life today.

It could be blocking you from being yourself in your present life.

It could stop you from creating, speaking out, or using your Nonmaterial Values and Knacks for helping others.

It could be stopping you from Cavitating and building your part of Archiarchy.

Are you ready to do something different?

During a Possibility Lab training, a young man participated along with his female friend.

By the second day of the Possibility Lab, the training Space was secure and skilled enough for the Trainers to address an issue which was presenting itself since the beginning of the training, namely that the young man's right leg unconsciously but incessantly kept jittering up and down.

The Trainer says to the Participant, "I notice that your right leg keeps bouncing up and down."

The Participant says, "Yes. It has done this my whole life."

The Trainer asks, "Why did you come to this Possibility Lab?"

The Participant reaches up with his hand to feel the back of his own neck and says, "Well, I have a painful bump on the back of my neck since birth that no matter what I have tried, chiropracty, osteopathy, nothing makes it go away. Plus, my business isn't working, and this woman who came here with me keeps asking me to marry her and have children and I have nearly a panic attack any time I consider doing that."

The Trainer says, "I see. Thank you. Are you ready to get started?"

The Participant says a bit dubiously, "Yes."

The Trainer says, "Excellent. Please make sure you have your Center, your Grounding Cord, and your personal Bubble Of Space. Good. Now, take a deep breath, close your eyes, and let the leg movements get as big as they want to get. Just get out of the way and let that leg move however it wants to, and let your feelings come."

The Participant follows the invitations. His right leg starts bouncing so much he can barely sit in his chair. Plus his left leg now begins to move. He starts feeling big emotions. He does not know what to do.

The Trainer says, "Keep letting your feelings get bigger. I am going to ask you some very clear and specific questions which your mind will not know the answers to. But your body knows the answers. Let your body answer the questions I ask you as soon as I ask, okay?"

The Participant says, "Yes."

The Trainer says, "It looks like you are feeling something."

The Participant says, "Yes! I feel fear!"

The Trainer asks, "Is it a feeling or an emotion?"

The Participant says, "It's an emotion!"

The Trainer says, "We are bringing over a mattress for you to lie on. Please keep your eyes closed. When you feel us hold your arms, please stand up, step to where we guide you, and lie down on your back on the mattress. Okay?"

The Participant says, "Yes!" He follow the instructions.

As he lies on the mattress the Trainer says, "Keep letting your emotions get bigger and let the sounds out. Let your whole body move. We have two Rules here: Don't hurt yourself. And, don't hurt anybody else. Do you agree?"

The Participant says, "Yes," and then starts writhing and kicking and screaming his lungs out. His legs are pounding the mattress in a rythmic motion, as well as his fists.

The Trainer demands, "Is it day time or night time?"

The Participant says, "It is evening."

The Trainer demands, "Are you inside or outside?"

The Participant keeps screaming and writhing and shouts, "I am outside, in a field. I am running!"

The Trainer demands, "What is happening?"

The Participant says, "I am running up towards a cave where all the villagers are. The robbers are riding into our village. We knew they were coming so we all left our homes and ran up to our cave. But while we ran, we left a big trail through the field so the robbers know exactly where we are. My wife and children are already in the cave. My wife is giving me a white cloth on a stick." Then he screams with fear and anger, and now sobs with huge sadness.

The Trainer demands, "Who are you in the village? What is your role?"

The Participant shouts, "I am the mayor of the village." Then he yells and shouts in rage.

The Trainer demands, "What is happening now?

The Participant says, "I am running down across the field away from the cave carrying the white flag as a signal of surrender. I want to negotiate with the robbers. Aaaarghghghghghaaaaa!" he screams out.

The Trainer demands, "What is happening now?"

The Participant sobs unstoppably. His whole body and chest heaves in an outpouring of agony. He says, "The lead robber... he did not even stop his horse. He just pulls out his sword and chops through the back of my neck. He cuts my head off..." He screams and writhes in pain.

At this point we can audibly hear bones crunching and releasing their positions in the back of the Participant's neck. Muscles which have been tensed up against the blow of the sword since lifetimes are now relaxing, letting his vertebra go into their natural positions for perhaps the first time in his life.

The Participant hardly notices the bones crunching around. He says, "Even with my head on the grass, severed from my body, I can see the robbers ride past me on up to the cave to rape and pillage and kill everyone I love, everyone I care about. They take everything we have. My whole family is killed." He sobs and screams out uncontrollably in grief and rage, pounding the mattress with his fists and his whole body.

After a few moments while the man's utter rage and despair fills up the space, the Trainer grabs up the Participant's Beep! Book and prepares to write down what the Participant says next. The Traner says, "Please keep your eyes closed, stay in your feelings, and answer my next questions. Your body has the answers, not your mind. While this was happening... what did you decide?"

The Participant answers instantly. "I decided never to be a leader again because I cannot protect my village."

The Trainer write this down in a section titled OLD DECISIONS. Then demands, "What else did you decide?"

The Participant says, "I decided never to get married again because I cannot protect my wife."

"Thank you," says the Trainer, then demands, "What else did you decide?"

The Participant says, " I decided never to have children again because I cannot protect my family."

"Thank you," says the Trainer, then demands, "What else did you decide?"

The Participant says, "I decided that nobody can count on me in the Team, that my decisions and actions are untrusworthy because the whole village was killed." His sobs continue.

"Anything else?" asks the Trainer.

There is silence.

"I want to ask you to check something out for me, alright?" asks the Trainer.

"Yes", says the Participant.

The Trainer says, "Keep your eyes closed. Stay with your feelings. Are any of these old decisions still influencing your life today?"

The Participant immediately sobs and pounds his fists into the mattress. "Yes! All of them! This is the story of my life!" He does not believe in 'past lives', yet here he is, experiencing the whole process as it goes.

In other circumstances the Trainer might ask, "Could you please explain how these old decisions are influencing your life today?" but this time it is so obvious, the request is not necessary.

The Trainer says, "Would you like to make any new decisions?"

The Participant says, "Well, yes... but what would they be?"

The Trainer says, "Let's try an experiment, alright?"

The Participant says, "Yes."

The Trainer says, "Click your Clicker (your fingers)."

The Participant clicks his fingers once.

The Trainer says, "You are now standing there in the center of your village. Your wife is there by your side, your children are there, and all the villagers are standing together facing you in a circle. Look into their eyes and say, 'Hello my people'."

The Participant says, "Hello my people," and immediately starts sobbing in remorse and grief. "I am so sorry," he says. "I did not mean for us to be killed. I loved you and I wanted to keep living with you all in our little village."

The Trainer says, "One of the villages steps forward to speak with you. Who is it?"

The Participant says, "It is Olaf, the blacksmith. He was such a friend to me."

The Trainer asks, "What is Olaf saying to you?"

The Participant says, "He says not to worry. They are all fine now in their current lives. He says the villagers are all grateful that I was their Mayor because they loved me and they trusted me. They would never have wanted to have a different Mayor than me because I took care of them and made smart and wise decisions." He is sobbing now. "Olaf says nothing else was possible than what happened when the robbers came. We all did the best we could. We did not want to have an army village. We wanted to have a peaceful village, full of love and connection, and it worked just like that for many years. He says they would not hesitate to have me as their Mayor again, if they ever had the chance." He sobs from deep down in his heart.

The Trainer says, "Reach out your arms to Olaf and let him give you a big hug. You never had a chance to say goodbye to each other. It all happened so fast."

The Participant reaches out his arms, hugs Olaf, says, "Goodbye, my friend."

After a moment the Trainer says, "Gather up your wife and your children in your arms. You never had a chance to say goodbye to them either. Ask your wife if she is okay now."

The Participant reaches out again and hugs his family close, tells them he is sorry, says goodbye to them.

The Trainer asks, "What did your wife say?"

The Participant says, "She tells me not to fret about it. She was so proud of me that I took the white flag she offered me and that I ran down with such courage to negotiate with the robbers, even if it did not work. She could see how much I trusted her ideas and how much I respected her and loved her. She said that this is what happened, and now she is fine, that I should go on about my life now." He is overwhelmed in the changes happening in his heart and his Being now.

The Trainers asks, "Did you get the chance to say goodbye to your wife and your children?"

The Paraticipant says, "Yes. It is good now."

The Trainer says, "Please click your Clicker so your family and the villagers can disappear and all go back to wherever they are now."

The Participant clicks his Clicker and makes a big sigh.

The Trainer says, "I want to ask you another question. Are you ready?"

The Participant says, "Yes."

The Trainer says, "What would your new decisions be?"

The Participant says, "People can trust me because I will do my best for them... Even if I make a mistake, my woman is not betrayed because our love is bigger than mistakes... I was a spaceholder for a whole village, so I can also be a spaceholder for a family."

The Trainer writes down what the Participant says under the title NEW DECISIONS in the Participant's Beep! Book. In other Past Life Processes, the Trainer may have had to help the Participant formulate new decisions to include enough nonlinear possibility, because a new decision comes from a newly shaped Being. Deciding simply the opposite of an old decision is insufficiently powerful because the logic comes from the mind but does not change the shape of the Being enough to create a new future.

The Trainer says, "I propose an experiment for you. For the rest of the Training, please regard this Training space as your village, and all the other participants as your villagers. You are our Mayor, again. Please say and do whatever needs to be said and done to navigate our village for the rest of our time together here. Will you do this?" 

The Participant says, "Yes, but... who are you in this village?"

The Trainer says, "Me? I am the Wizard. Every village needs a Mayor for everyday affairs, but every village also needs to be connected with a Wizard who comes around now and then to do the Wizard stuff."

The Participant laughs while he is crying in disbelief, but he has courage, and the heart of a good Mayor. He slowly opens his eyes, lifts his head from the mattress, looks around at each of us, and says, "Yes. I will do that. Hello village!"

We all say, "Hello Mayor! Welcome back! We missed you!"

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From a report a year later, we learned that the couple got married, they already had their first child, their business was thriving with a close-knit Team, and the bump on the back of the man's neck? It was gone before the Past Life Process was over.