Unplugging: When Nothing OpensEverything.

Initiation into Archetypal Everything andNothing

Definitions:

TOUR: Tomb Of Utter Reverence – my inner place of rest, guidance andknowing. Where I am fully known in my energetic, emotional and Archetypal
bodies.
ARC: Archetypal Response Communication – way of communicating that opensspace for nothing and everything to meet.

A beginning:

“What are the steps?” I ask Him.
"It's simple" he replies "You get a man and kill everything he is until
there is nothing left”.

Woman says: I realise I find the Nothing in the night. The Nothing to feel me, see
the droplets I overlooked in daytime and numbed. The night is my reflection, off-load and
down-load times.

What if Icould experience that in relation with Man?

Setting One: three Women and a Man

Woman one to Man: “Who are you?”, she wanted to see if he buckled at the knees.“Meet me” her eyes commanded. Her Queen was assessing and carat rating – “Are you gold plated, or solid gold? Are you man or mouse? Have you got any balls?”

He squirms. The space shifts yet does not hold.

He follows his impulse.

Man to Woman: “What is your real question, behind all those questions?”

Game on!

She squirms. He is evaluating the quality of her gold. The pupils of her Sorceress’s eyes dilated and She scans Him and wonders for a moment: “Is this a game of cat and mouse?”

The attention of all three Women is on Man, the space holds, does not buckle. In the intensity, she can
access a deep and wordless space.

He finds the words: “I have to be a big enough Nothing for you”. It is a cue. The container is held, empty
enough for Her next piece. One woman’s everything is unplugged, She can access parts of Herself she would normally keep hidden from men.

The Women all felt it, experienced it - a totally empty space, different from any other offering.
“What happened, What did you do?” She asks.
“Nothing happened, I did notdo Anything”, He says.

 
Notes:Women reflect on what the man is doing in the space. When there is nothing to
reflect on they see themselves. Then the Everything can show up.

A Woman will not bring the everything into form and share her experience when
there are men who are something (not Nothing) in the space.

Setting Two: One Woman, One Man

He has done this before, He has the imprint of how this goes somewhere in his system.

Her everything is moving, just out of reach. The familiar ache of longing, a call from deep within" Feel me, feel me, sense me in
the wordless place, the place of presence. My TOUR.

She has an imprint of how this goes too: “Respond to me with a completion loop”. She says. So,I can see myself, so I can feel myself, so I can know myself. How do I put into form what I am yet to experience ?This She does not say.

Hisarchetypal completion loops, are like lightening bolts that split Her open. With
each lightening bolt, emotion and feeling are released, the inner movement is able
to ex-flow. He empties the space and holds it. With ARCs from the Nothing the tomb guardiansstep aside, no longer needed and the Everything is there.

She sounds the deepest cry, akin to the karanga, (the call of the Maori Woman on
the marae). Part welcome, part grief, part celebration it is Everything. "I can fill the space with me!" She Howls, filling her cells with the Ecstasy of that.

"When you hold an empty space and don't fill it with you I can fill the space with me!"

He says “I could not have done that with out you. Without your magic"

Notes on Healing Layers:

· Abovethe tomb of Everythingness lay layers of guilt.

· Above the guilt lay my revenge and hatred of men and the world out there.

· There was grief at “becoming like men” in order to survive the world.

· Fear of my Feminine power.

· Fear of patriarchal masculine power in my feminine body

It was necessary to heal these layers (and many more on top) to access my Every
thingness.

Setting Three: Woman Holdspace for the everything in his Nothing to move and Express. (By
Rudolf Lenz )

A Dive Into Masculine Nothingness

“She invites me to feel and a huge sadness arises. I allow the sadness to grow and
fill the space. There are pictures of my Mom flashing up shortly and vanishing
but no thoughts at all. This is different to an EHP, I sense no situation of
the past or even reasons for the immense feeling which arises in me. She hold
space with utter presence and guides me to go deeper and deeper.

Layer by layer I dive deep through sadness and fear several times. My body works
automatically, shakes in all directions and my voice screams in the expression
of my emotional state. After 30 to 40 minutes of emotional waves running
through my system I become the space of archetypal Nothingness: no questions,
no thoughts, no room, no objectives, just Nothing.”

Notes: Nothingness and Everythingness are a complete halt, another dimension of being.
A gap where everything is possible.

From my experience both are only existing in the Upperworld. Leaving the Middleworld
with the intention to enter archetypal domains in the Upperworld means to pass
consciously through the Underworld without getting hooked or and losing the
path.

My dive into archetypal masculine Nothingness ( Rudolf Lenz )

When I enter the 3 cell space with Janet and Michael I had already the gut feeling that something special could open up tonight. Janet has announced before that she is in a 14days archetypal retreat to explore her feminine everthingness while Gabriel is exploring his masculine nothingness to hold space for the research. After a short introduction Janet invites me to dive into my feelings and a huge sadness arises. I allow the sadness to grow and fill the space. There are pictures of my Mom flashing up shortly and vanishing but no thoughts at all. Different to an EHP, I sense no situation of the past or even reasons for the immense feeling which arises in me. Janet guides me with patience and inner guidance to go deeper and deeper. Layer for layer I dive deep through sadness and fear several times. My body works automatically, shakes in all directions and my voice screams in the expression of my emotional state. After 30 to 40 minutes of emotional waves running through my system I enter into (or better I become) the space of archetypal nothingness: no questions, no thoughts, no room, no objectives are here anymore.

Remarks: Nothingness and everythingness are a complete halt, another dimension of being. A gap where everything is possible.

From my experience both are only existing in the Upperworld. Leaving the Middleworld with the intention to enter archetypal domain in the Upperworld means always to pass consciously the Underworld without getting hooked there and loosing the path

Janet's notes is under construction - will be reposted soon

Archetypal Domains Research
 
I learned how Clinton connects to the source of Nothing of the Universe when he holds Labs by scanning from where he holds the space from (in Kina Lab March23)

Holding a space of nothingness (a space with nothing) for the woman to be in and to do their everythingness: When they do not have to adapt to what I am, they have nothing to reflect on. And thus they see themselves.
 

I am holding an empty space and send lightning bolts into the empty space that Janet can then fill. Her space becomes full of her, not full of me.
 

I could not have made the shift to holding nothingness without Janet. I was necessary to hold the space, and she was necessary to fill it. She can meet me there.
 

The light of consciousness of the nothing hits the dark of the feminine and splits it open.
 

The consciousness of the nothing part of me hits the dark (the black of the yin yang, the light is in the dark) of the feminine and splits her open.
 

The Gameworldbuilder builds it.
The Evolutionary modifies it.
The Earth Guardian holds it.
The Village Weaver lives it.
-> The Village Weaver is what people are magnetized by. Bridge Building into Archiarchy.
 

For the people who you cannot village weave though, they are missing parts of their being. Build up their matrix, do e-body retrieval, … -> Go over the bridge to where they are, be in the darkness with them.
 

For the initiation of a woman into her archetypal, an empty space without a man presence is needed. Nothing space is necessary. Other initiated women are beneficial.
 

Holding nothing for no reason is earth guardian archetype. The guardian protects the empty space, so that the guardian of the woman bow to the man.
 

How can a woman bring the everything into form and share her experience when there are men who are something (not nothing) in the space?
Even the question, “Do you have something to share?” is something. Just be fuckin nothing! Be nothing with presence.
 

How to liberate women
1. Shut up
2. Stop making it about you
3. Hold an empty space.
 

Are you in the space you are sourcing/holding? It can go either way, for different purposes.
 

There are different flavors of nothingness
 

It is not that 4 bodies need to be leveled. They need to be in tune to access the archetypal
 

If a question that comes from the fullness of a man, a woman will do anything to protect the access to her womb
  

If your gremlin makes a joke, it was not appropriate, except if you can say the same thing from the adult ego state.
 

Nothingness phase 1: Completion loop only.

Learn to let go of everything: Impulses/Emotion/...
 

We need to build a new possibility management culture. There is a different one in Germany and New Zealand, and we have to create our own. It is not at random, that 4 village weavers retract into one place. A bridge house does not have to be harsh, or forced evolution. It can be led by love. It does not need the rigidity and force of pushing forward. Archiarchy is already here. What is the culture that this village lives in?
 

The everything does not even know she exists, without the light of consciousness, presence of nothing. She can’t get to her own light of consciousness until she is in form. She is alone in her darkness.
 

It is so scary when the everything starts moving (in a woman) and all the layers on top of the everything (emotions, old decisions) shake. The rumbling before the eruption of a volcano.
The heat is on!
 

Held initiation experiences is where initiation happens. Experiments do not create initiation. They create matrix to access the initiation.
 

Women being around uninitiated men is living in fear of a shockwave. They need to brace themselves. Constant Anger Assholeness.
The moment the man hits the space, the woman is in shock and has to hide their sensitivity. Of Everything. Women create mechanisms and blocks to disconnect from their everythingness -> A censorship of what they sense. Women make themselves forget it and forget that they forgot it. (It being everythingness sensitivity) -> Fear is inmeshed, so they disconnect themselves from their sourceress.
 

If a Woman says something and it lands in the something of a man, he cannot respond to her. Only with bullshit.

You can open the door through pushing, but then immediately becomes a different door. The pull opens to the inside.

Women have to surrender into everythingness, men have to surrender into Nothingness.

It is not possible to stay in the Archetypal domains forever. There is middleworld stuff going on that needs to be addressed at some point.

For someone to be initiated, they need necessity for it. I can not go through the door for them.

Research starts with writing down what resonates with you.

Mens Initiation is about learning: "How do I kill a space?"

The Men connect to the source of Nothing in the universe. The women connect with the Everything in them.

Record the data

Analyze the data

Publish the data

I have to be big enough in my Nothing. I need to be tall. I am bigger than everything!

Men need to have connection with their everythingness to be able to access their Nothing.

Is nothing a place, or state, or identity?

For men to access the archetypal, they need to be killed by love. They need to be able to receive the love.

My gremlin is willing to show up as an absolute monster to protect my heart. An act of love.

Man (incl. me) have NO IDEA what liquid states and fear conquering is needed to fully access archetypal domains.

When a woman is around a nothing, what can she do? Everything she puts out is absorbed and seen, automatically, a deeper layer within her starts moving.

How does the everything hold space for the nothing?

If I stop deflecting you, then you become a reflection of the part I do not want to see.

I deflect to protect a part of me that I disowned.

Just because I can hold a nothing space, does not mean that I will or that I want to all the time. (emotion?)

What does an everything need to be, to be attractive for me to hold a nothing space for? I am not doing this for everyone.

Mit welchen archetypischen everything möchte ich tanzen? (emotion?)

ECCO makes use of love for evolution. How do you make yourself be more available for love?

Uninitiated woman do not know how to be in everything, just filling the space with everything. Can you be everything in silence? Everythingness is not messy.

Luís Trindade: Man takes nothing and builds around it. Woman takes everything and narrows down.

Conversation notes from Luís Trindade

- Masculine forces can be the space of Nothingness and also source their forces from Nothingness.

- Men can be Nothingness and can source from Nothingness.

- Men Spaceholders, you can hold space from your Nothingness and you can hold space by being connected with the source of Nothingness.

"Birthing Everything"

“How are Everything and Nothing different? And how does it go, then, to be Everything with Nothing?” I asked.

“That’s a great question for where you are at right now,” he said.

[Gabriel: I (with no resistance) removed the question here that opened up Julia. If you are ready, the question potentially opens the birthing everything process. It preferably needs 2 spaceholders (1 Nothing, 1 Everything) in the same physical space.]

My sadness swelled up in me. I had never considered this before. There was an emotional layer of it, a sadness of never having experienced that. Underneath, there lay a deep knowing; a longing to be just that, and of being held in just that, with no reflections back or interpretations or other encroachments and inputs into my space.

“The steps to get there are clear and simple,” he said. “First, you’ve got to kill the man until he becomes Nothing. Then, you let your guard down and become Everything.”

I realised how I had built a protection around my core to do exactly that: to protect the Everything that I am. Fear arose in me: How could I be without that? Because of my fear, I had gone and chopped away pieces of my men. Killing them only a little bit here and there. Retreating back into confusion. Back and forth; back and forth. I did not find Nothingness there.

“What do you know about killing men in pieces?” she asked.

My mother’s image appeared in front of me. Memories of her anger at my father; her dissatisfaction and frustration with him. Her nagging. Her fighting him. Inherited from a long line of women before her. My father did not die into the Nothingness; his Box did not crack open. Instead, he isolated. He took refuge in his head. He solidified there; a well-known strategy he knew from ever since he could remember – having taken refuge there before, from his mother chopping away on him and his father.

It hurt, as a little girl witnessing all of that. There was no space for either: No space for my father’s Nothingness, his vast emptiness. No space for my mother’s Everythingness. What did I do with that? I withdrew. I built a protective shield around the area of my heart to my womb. In there, I hid my Everythingness.

The shield was made of high amounts of fear. I found sadness there, too. And anger.

It was made of dark, gooey energetic stuff. With high amounts of anger, I took it off, out of my system and vanishing it into a black hole. I removed the shield in an intense process with high intensity of emotions and feelings coming up, to the extent that I had sore muscles in my belly the next couple of days.

I ended in a place of darkness. Slight green patterns in the dark. Fear. My eyes hurting. Trying to find out there, looking hard, what I had not allowed myself to see within.

“You created that shield, that bubble,” she said. “You can change your mind and burst it.” That is what I did.

Without this protective shield, I can sense more. I sense so much. Even right now, as I write. A man moving through the space, fast and loud with an aggressive energy. It sends shockwaves through my energetic body.

I wanted to lie naked on the Earth. The impulses are immediate in that space of connection to Everything. I had been there before, and I did not have the words for it then. The impulses come from within and they are immediate. Direct. Clear. There is no confusion.

In a space with other women an hour after my process, I could sense the lack of synchronicity between her mental, energetic and emotional bodies. I did not have to think about it; I sensed it. I noticed the disconnect viscerally in my system from the effect it had on me.

It is such a precious experience, birthing my Everything. Coming home.